Sport, what does it mean to you. To me sport is short for sportsmanship. Meaning that athletes will perform with integrity and honesty as they compete to reach a common goal. The average sportsman will use his or her natural talents and abilities to perform at the highest level possible. Sport was never meant to be used as a vessel to surpass ones limits to become iconic or to be labeled a legend by unnatural means. The true sportsman should desire to reach that status through the hard work that they put in, through the long hours of training that is required, and by pushing themselves to the very limits that hold them back from reaching the next level. Sport has too often been tainted by the desire to gain the fame and the fortune. It is very attractive, but as the saying goes, the beauty is not in the destination but rather in the journey getting there. When did the true athlete lose the desire to become the best them possible opposed to the best to ever do it. Would you even be proud of yourself if you were called the best but knew you had to use other means to obtain it.
See, to me, the best work day in and day out. The best are are the first in the gym and the last ones out. The best wish only to compete with themselves and make themselves better day by day. Finally, the best will know that they are the best because they know that no one can take that journey away from them. At what point did we lose that integrity. At what point did we become so dishonest with ourselves as sportsman that we have no problem turning a blind eye to the destruction of Performance Enhancing Drugs. I will tell you what happened, the demand, the pressure, and the misconception. See, there came this demand to be great. We wanted to be the next Michael Jordan, or the next Barry Sanders. How about the next Jackie Robinson, or even the next Lebron James. Somewhere in there we got so mixed up in becoming the next such and such that we lose ourselves in the process.
How about the pressure, the pressure to succeed. In recent decades, sports have become extremely popular with young athletes having the dream of playing in college and eventually making it to the pros. Unfortunately, the number of athletes that actually make it to the finish line is so slim that we began to find ourselves look for ways to gain an advantage on the next man or woman. This pressure is uncanny and can consume you. Before you know it you are in too deep and saying you will do whatever it takes to make it, but is that worth your integrity?
How about the misconception. The misconception that the fame, the fortune, and the success will make you happy. How happy can you be knowing that you did not earn the status of being a legend that you so easily carry around. How happy can you be knowing that at the snap of a finger, all of the materialistic accolades that make you “happy” can be stripped away. The status of legend can be stripped away. The fame is then gone now instead of legend your name is associated with outsider. Instead of being the man or woman that you dreamed of, you are now the person that you never even imagined being. Is it worth it? The journey to becoming the greatest athlete ever is not about the accomplishments that you received if you had to use an unnatural substance to get there, but rather the decisions that you made while earning your spot amongst the legends while remaining PED free.
-A letter to the Sportsman
Ryan Upshaw


